An Award and Other Things

Sheri tagged me for the Honest Scrap award! No one ever tags me! It's kind of like back in school, when you're running and playing tag, but no one is chasing you. It's sad.
But I finally get my moment chasing after kids! Woo!
What does this award mean? It means – “leftovers, fragments, discarded material, and many times truth and honesty is discarded material, considered fragments and left over.” We tell it like it is and let the scraps fall where they may.

The honorees are to: a) first list 10 honest things about yourself - and make it interesting, even if you have to dig deep! B) pass the award on to 7 bloggers that you feel embody the spirit of the Honest Scrap.

Blah, 10 things. Let's see what I can come up with.
1) I never, ever under any circumstances leave the house without makeup on. It's actually more of a sad thing because of my low self esteem, but it's the truth isn't it?

2) I feel like because I was adopted, the rest of my family doesn't treat me the same as everyone else. My mom thinks of me as her child, that's for sure. But at family events I'm sort of shuffled along. At one point they said "Let's get one of the siblings together!" while they were taking pictures, and put my 3 adopted siblings in the picture and left me out. That one stung.

3) I am seriously a sore loser. When I play games with anyone, I actually yell at them if they beat me more than twice. I cannot stand it. And getting slaughtered over and over again? Fagetaboutit. I'll kill you for real before you can kill me again.

4) Even though I always tell people how happy I am that I skipped highschool, the truth is that I feel like I missed out on the social experience. While on one hand I'm more mature because of it, I also have no friends my age. Literally, without exaggerating, Shelby is the only friend my age that I have. And I love her for it, and I know she's reading this so I LOVE YOU SHELBY.

5) Although I really shouldn't, I still sleep with the bear my ex gave me. It still comforts me when I can't sleep, even though he doesn't anymore. Well, sometimes he does. But he stresses me out first. But I love him. Blah, ex-boyfriends are too complicated.

6) Even though I tell people I loved loved loved The Dark Knight, I only kinda liked it. I keep wanting to take down my Joker poster, but the only reason I haven't is because there'd be a big gap on my wall. If I could I'd line all of my walls with Twilight. But that'd be a little obsessive.

7) Sometimes I feel kind of lost and without a purpose. Yeah yeah, I'm emo. Say what you want, but my life has been so jumbled that I can't help but feel that way. Most people my age have a purpose - get a job, go to school. But I have no car, job, I'm out of school longer than other kids. What do I do?

8) I blog on the toilet. You told me to be honest, so I will. What can I say? Sometimes you just have nothing to do and think "I know how to use this spare time!"

9) I dance in front of the mirror a LOT. Not just a little dancing. I put full-on routines together. You should see what I have for womanizer. I put Britney Spears to shame.

10) I think a big reason that all of my friends turned on me back at the church I used to go to was because they were jealous of me. Sounds conceited, right? But the proof is right in front of you. I'm more successful than them now than they'll be in two years. I'll be done with college at the same time as them, and they'll be older than me by a lot. That would piss off quite a few people.

Well I'm supposed to tag 7 people that I think should do this award, but I know a lot of you have already done it. (Yeah, I do read your blogs. So NEH.) So I'm tagging anyone that hasn't done it. Because it's fun. And it's a good way to kill time. I'm multitasking right now. My laptop is on my bathroom counter while I do my makeup and dance (yep, dance, told you).

I have a patch of dry skin on my forehead that's about to drive me manic. I can't cover it with makeup, obviously, because it gets scaley. I AM NOT A LIZARD.
It might be cool to be a lizard though.

Just finished my makeup. Went for the whole minimalist thing.I should probably get going before my mom comes hunting for me. We're going to the doctor and then coming home and chilling out. Some much needed down time. Score!
Ciao guys! I'll comment on everyone when I get back.