An Addiction/A Prayer

Well ever since Anime Vegas, I have developed a severe addiction.
I'm addicted to buying Yu-Gi-Oh cards.This is a very, very pricey addiction. I've already spent $100 on cards and two accessories... and I still want to buy more.
I keep scouring Ebay, finding these amazing deals. I have about 700 cards coming. I found this deal to get 500 for $30... and I REALLY want to do it.
The rest of the money in my paypal is going to Christmas gifts for my family anyway.

But I know better. I'm not allowing myself to buy anymore, especially not until the first set gets here.

I don't know what came over me. I just really enjoyed playing Yu-Gi-Oh with Drew, and I just wanted to keep doing it at any cost.
Not only that, but I've been reading manga, and watching anime. I think the convention has officially turned me into a giant dork.
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Last night and today has been very stressful for my family.
My mom got a call from my cousin at around 9. She said that she thought my grandmother needed to go to the hospital, but wouldn't go.
So my mom called my grandmother and told her that my cousin was taking her to the hospital.

Once she got there, they ran tests, and he blood pressure was ridiculously high. Her legs then began to swell.
They told us today that my grandmother had had a heart attack.They had to transfer her to the hospital in Jackson, because the hospital she was in was not set up for these sort of things.
So now we sit, wait, and worry.
Please pray for my Lala.