Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Three Strikes You're Out

I'm bitter right now. Extremely bitter.
Drew broke up with me again.
He promised me he wouldn't, that I didn't need to worry about it.
He said this time would be different.

It wasn't.

He did so many hurtful things this weekend, and then I get dumped?
I should have been the one that dumped him. But I actually cared about him.
I'm not the one that slept at another girl's house and hid it.

He said he still wants to be friends.
Fine, I'll be friends.
And for a while, I'll be a very bitter friend. Very, very bitter.

I went out and bought some yarn today, so that I can work on a scarf for myself. Pink and white, soft yarn.
Hopefully it's enough. And hopefully it will keep me busy until I start work. Then I'll be hanging around with new people and staying busy, so my mind won't be on the fact that they guy I love completely stomped on my heart.
Again.

I hate guys.

19 comments:

blueviolet said...

I'm so sorry. Guys can be total jerks and you didn't deserve that.

Kristina P. said...

I'm sorry, Lee. Breakups suck!

I don't understand why you would still want to be friends with a guy who treats you like thaty.

Jessica♥ said...

Guys are lame. Feel better Lee!

TeeTee said...

I'm sorry, I hope everything gets better!

Me said...

Boys are dumb! I'm real sorry about the break up. Keep your chin up, you are a pretty girl. I am with Kristina too...I don't understand why you would stay friends with him if hes going to treat you like that. Move on girlfriend! Move on!

Tim said...

I hope you feel better soon!

There is a really great guy out there that will worship the ground you walk on I know it. It might be really hard to see now, but I know you will find him.

Love and Prayers,

Tim

Carmen said...

I'm sorry that happened, but surely you're better off without him! Maybe you'll meet a new, nice, sane guy at work?

Sarah said...

as long as being friends doesn't hurt you. it's time that you look out for yourself. hopefully it will happen the way things happened for me...friends with him until you can't remember why you liked him at all. and then eventually not friends...that's a good feeling. months from now he will call you or text you and you will actually have NO desire to talk to him at all.

Chin up!

Jillene said...

I.AM.SO.SORRY!! What a butthead. I too, have to agree with Kristina. Cut your losses and move on. He doesn't even deserve your friendship Lee. One day you will meet an amazing guy that treats you like you deserve to be treated--I promise. I took me until I was 24 but it was WELL WORTH THE WAIT!!

Grand Pooba said...

Dude! What is up with Drew???

I'm totally with you there, guys suck! And then you marry one lol.

I'm so sorry, but I agree that you deserve to be bitter. Don't ever take him back!

hugs to you!

Halftime Lessons said...

DUMP.HIM.

No more friend, no more boyfriend.

MOVE ON.

Someone SOOO much better is waiting for you while you waste all this time with someone who doesn't appreciate you.

MOOOOVE ON!!!!

See? I'm the perfect guy. I dont want ANYTHING from you, and I tell you the God's honest truth.

NO.MORE.DREW.

MOVE. ON.


Jay

Erin said...

Ugh. So sorry. Boys are dumb. I hope to see pictures of the cute scarf you make though!

RB said...

You can dump him. Don't be his friend. Being his friend doesn't help you. Break ups suck, and that's all there is to it. Sorry...

Amander said...

It's okay to be bitter for a while - as long as you bounce back at some point.

Kelsey said...

Aww Lee, I'm sorry.
I hope the next guy you find will treat you right and be everything you deserve!

Wendyburd1 said...

Oh Lee!! Now I understand why the song made you cry, I am so sorry!! What a jerk, he keeps messing with you and I hate that.(HUGS)

Yaya said...

Oh Lee...I'm sorry. :(

Sheri said...

Lee, I'm really sorry that things ended like that with Drew. :(

Staying busy is a good thing to get through it. Breakups suck really bad.

For your sake though, maybe you shouldn't see or talk to him for awhile or perhaps at all. It would probably be best for you. Whatever you do though, I hope it works out for you :) ::big hug!::

Liz said...

Sorry to hear this, Lee! I think you've given him enough chances.

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