I pretty much told "older guy" that I needed to wait to date him.
Not because I don't like him. Not because of anything that's his fault.
I really just started to think and realized maybe I need a little more time not being in a relationship.
Being single means I don't have to worry about pleasing a guy all of the time.
Plus I need to focus on my schoolwork and just focus on my grades.
When I turn 17 I'm going to look back into developing that relationship. Right now it's just easier to talk to him and learn more about him and everything.
I feel stressed because I told him this. He was really angry with me.
But I'm sure tonight if I get to talk to him a little more without the hostility it'll be better.
Just right now emotions are high and things are annoying.
I'm going for spanish tutoring on Friday. I have a midterm on Monday, and I realized that I probably needed help with it so that I don't get another D. If I fail the class, it'll suck, but I'll retake it.
I'm so tired now, which is frustrating. But I've been trying my best to get past it.
I switched to a new birth control for my acne, Yaz.
I hope it finally starts to help me out.
I don't really have any other things to talk about, actually.
That's been my current two days, which I guess it's a good thing that it hasn't been crazy busy.
Tomorrow I'll try to have a themed post. To be more interesting. Yay.
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8 comments:
Yaz is a good pill--I hope that it clears things up for you!!
You are so mature. Putting yourself and school before a relationship right now is so smart! Where was that common sense when I was your age?
PS my verification word is "cough"...hehe
It sounds like you know what you need to focus on. Boys always mess those things up!
YAZ IS GREAT! Short periods, acne free, and 100% success rate for BG! lol
For a second there I thought you were going to say that you couldn't be in a relationship because you needed to focus on your blog!
If only that were true!
It's tough but he'll get over it. Hopefully he'll learn to appreciate a smart woman like you, someone who has her priorities in line!
You made the right choice. Your college should come first.
I hope Yaz works out for you!
You are wise. Good luck with the Spanish tutoring
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