Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Tennessee Trip Day 4

We made it to my grandparent's in Huntingdon today.
And guess what?
The hotel has wifi.
Score!

I also found Diet Coke made with Splenda.
I was all excited until I drank a can and realized it still had sodium.
But you win some, you lose some.
I'd rather have no calories and carbs and a little sodium with no aspartame.

My skin has cleared up a little bit, which is super helpful.
I get to sleep in, which is FREAKING EXCITING.
We've been doing the 6:30 dash every morning for the past 3 days.

I also found out that the prick that molested me has decided to come to town to my grandparents.
I told my mom that if he's there, I won't be going anywhere near that house.
And it's true. Because if that mother f*cker ever gets near me, I'll tell him what a mother f*cker he is.
I even told my mom that. In that exact sentence. And while usually the "f" word would get me slapped, my mom hates that weasel so much that she completely understand where my feelings are coming from.
That bastard took away happy memories of my family, and took away my ability to be carefree.
Now I have to be on edge, and have post traumatic stress.
Tomorrow the bastard gets in at 10:30, and I don't know if he's going to go by my grandparent's house, so I'm going to stay at the hotel for a while.
That means I'll have more time to sit down and really blog.
Bet you can't wait, right?

I commented ya'll, so I'm out for the night! It's been a tiring few days!

12 comments:

Erin said...

I was thinking that this posted really late, considering you are in Huntingdon (is it central time or eastern time?)

Have a good sleep. Definitely stay at the hotel if he is going to be at your grandparents' house. I hope you will have an enjoyable vacation, and not too stressful of one!

Kristina P. said...

Wait, why is he even allowed to be in the same town as you? Your grandparents shouldn't let him be around you at all.

Wendyburd1 said...

Oh no I was so worried he might be there, but didn't want to bring up painful thoughts!! Does the family know this, and they still invited him while you are there??!! Lee do not go anywhere near him, it will not help you or your problems and you are doing so good right now, having befriended Izzy and Travis. Don't let this bring you down!!

Anonymous said...

I was molested by some family members growing up and while my other family knows that I want nothing to do with those family members it still hurts me when they decide to still see those family members.

Sarah said...

What a drag. I am also a little bothered that they would ALLOW him anywhere near you....umm...OR OTHER KIDS! Will there be other kids there? I don't get it. Anyway, you know your limits and what you can (and should have to) deal with. Respect your gut and your feelings and you WILL get through this trip unscathed :)

Bobby G said...

Im w/ sarah, I cant believe they let him come. Of course I assume most people dont know about this, but they need to, he needs to be in jail...

Sheri, RN said...

Yay for having WiFi at the hotel! I'm sorry you have to even be in the same state as that horrible person that isn't fit to be called human. I'd go off if I saw him too, and that is natural I'm sure. ::hugs!::

Jillene said...

I am glad that you are there and safe. I am VERY disturbed that this scumbag is allowed anywhere near you. Please be careful--don't let him ruin your time. Maybe request that he not be allowed at Grandmas house when you are there?! I want to cut his balls off.

Stacy Uncorked said...

It just seems so wrong that they would allow that MF to be in the same vicinity as you...

Too bad your Tennessee trip wasn't next week, we're stopping there on our way to Louisiana next Thursday...I could kick someone's ass for you (or at least sic the dogs on 'em...*grin!*)

I kept seeing Yaya mention you - and have been meaning to get over here...I'm following you now so I won't forget to stop by! ;)

RAWRitsme. said...

Awesome blog! Wow, collage @ 15! Thats amazing?
How did you get your blog background like that?

Anonymous said...

oh no!! I'd be so scared if i was in your position. I'd like lock myself in a room for the rest of the trip. that's creepy! Try to have fun! ♥-jess

Anonymous said...

Glad that you made it to TN safely! I hope you are able to avoid this person!

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