I'm not spending every second crying about it, but I'm still irritated.
Of course at this point I'm trying to just ignore it and keep going.
My when my cellphone started flashing "Anniversary!" this morning, reminding me that it would have been our one month anniversary, of course the "ignore" plan went away.
So what am I doing? I'm watching Desperate Housewives re-runs and burying my sorrows.
I asked Shelby if we could hang out, but that's already seemingly not an option, so greeeat.
I hate these days, when there's nothing to do and no one to see.
I also don't have the motivation to really exercise.
I did my treadmill, did my muscle exercises, but now I'm done.
I'm frustrated because I was really slim, and now my legs have ballooned back up. I went from 116 to 119 and now I can't come back down.
I'm going to eat Subway tonight, but of course that's not really healthy. Not how I eat it.
But you know what? I do my exercises, I eat normal (Breakfast, Lunch, Dinner). I don't gorge myself on nasty food. I'll be fine.
So what do you guys think i should do today? Got any random crafts I could do?
Some whiskey I could drink?
Kidding.
I just asked Izzy if she wants to come over and hang out, since the thing with Shelby has turned into bloof*.
Yep, bloof*.
It's just been a bloofy* day.
But really, got any good crafts I could do? I need to kill time.
I might start working on that jacob doll again. Yeah, that's what I'll do...
I like working on my dolls, they look really cute. I'll show you guys when I'm finished.
Breaking up really is hard to do.
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When guys broke up with me, I would listen to depressing songs and cry for a few days, and then I would get over it and move on (except for the one that completely and totally broke my heart, that one took nine months to get over. Ugh.).
But that isn't beneficial for you. Rent a movie, play your game, relax...just take care of yourself!
Hmmm....looking for something to do???? I really wanna get my "family blog" up and running before we have kids running around the house!! I want an orange sunrise background!
LOL I was also gonna suggest a background for someone! Might as well be YA YA !!!!!!
Breaking up is really hard to do. Work on the doll and then give yourself a pedicure. You deserve some pampering!!
During my last break-up, probably the worst of my life, I spent hours playing Bully, Tony Hawk, or Hot Shots golf on my PS2. I also played Nancy Drew on the computer, listened to Tegan and Sara, crocheted, and watched Friends from my box sets....I didn't even exercise which was fine because I wasn't eating.
Bummer, maybe you should take up shin kicking. I heard it's a real fun sport and is excellent exersize!
I agree with Jillene. Pamper yourself!
Lee, you poor thing! It's been more than 15 years since I have been through a break up. I can remember it being torture! I hope you feel better soon!
Check it... There's a few million guys out there in the world. I bet you could probably find one or two that actually want to spend time with you.
Move on and don't waste even a second looking back. They put people everywhere. Go find one.
On a somewhat ironic note, I notice the photos around here are a lot less blue lately.
Sorry, but you'll be fine. :) Read a book or something. Write a book.
I just read you comment on my blog and I agree TOTALLY!! I hate that the header and the rest don't match but remember how I am TOTALLY computer illiterate? I wanted to ask you but I didn't want to bother you either. I fyou are bored and want something to do feel free. I want something cute, summery, polka dot, stripes, flowers. You can see my taste by what I picked I guess. Also I trust you so whatever. And if you don't want to--I will SO not be offended.
Hmm a fun craft... do you like to paint? You could go to a craft store and get some new paints and canvas or something wooden and paint it up all cute.
Breakups are bad at every age, so I can't say it ever gets better... but I hope the pain lessens soon. :)
You should just rent movies and eat some yummy food, to make you smile!
I don't think gaining three pounds could be considered ballooning up.
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